I sometimes worry that I spend too much time imagining my world, and thinking about who I am or who I could be, but not truly doing enough to change myself. It's great to have an ideology and to think about the world, but if I'm daydreaming and not changing myself and the world, of what use can it truly be?

Paper, thoughts, and words are different from the real world. They do not have to be grounded in reality, and can be expression of what is possible and not necessarily what is practical. This can expand my world, but if it also distracts, it can limit the world. I must constantly keep my focus on expanding my world.

I need to work harder to expand my possibilities and to learn nearly as much as I possibly can in the sectors that so dearly fascinate me so dearly. Yet, I have to realize somethings may never happen and not to be disappointed. Ultimately, I will be an individual and if things like my dream of owning a farm never happen, then so be it. As long as I don't become just another plastic suburbanite then I will be happy.